Monday, May 28, 2012

for myself


There was a time when heading out with my camera with no subject to focus on was uninspiring.  I felt unfocused just wandering around.  I didn't want to stalk strange children so I'd just head home with nothing on my memory card.  For me, capturing people feels safe.  This is definitely my comfort zone.  There is a confidence when I have a camera in hand and people to work with.  But take those people away and I find myself struggling.  I am definitely out of my element.

During the long weekend, I had the opportunity to spend time with my camera in one of my favorite places.  I purposefully didn't carry my camera with me throughout the entire day.  I felt I needed a break from being the photographer and wanted to focus on my family.  (There were some pictures taken but I'll share those in another post.)  I felt almost giddy to be using my camera in such a different way.  I got out the tripod (which I never use), played around with flash for a bit and took pictures.  It felt amazing.

I know deep down I'm a people photographer.  But I realize that I need these kinds of moments.  The ones where I'm only shooting for myself.  Focusing on new techniques, pushing my creativity and my camera skills.  Trying something new, something out of my comfort zone is definitely something I need to build into my life.  How do you find new inspiration?


4 comments:

Chanda @ Disordered Cosmos said...

oh Catherine, PLEASE get into astrophotography!!! :-) Not that I'm biased or anything. BUT IT WOULD BE SO COOL. Your photos reminded me of my time in Chile at the telescope this past December. (Did I tell you about that?) It really changed my life in some fundamental albeit subtle way. I like looking at astro photos, but it's so different when you've taken them or they are taken by someone you know. :-)

Catherine said...

Chanda - no you never mentioned your time in Chile. You do some amazing things! And once again, your support and kind words are so appreciated. I had to really fight myself in not putting down words of apology or minimizing these photos that I did share. Just another layer of stepping out of the comfort zone.

Beth said...

Way to go Cath! Outta that comfort zone...so good for the soul!

cheryl said...

so great to see these images after hearing about your inspiring evening! beautiful on many levels.